Such a complicated mess; that's what life is. So many things to do and possibly so little time to do them. Unanswered questions of the universe and human existence. But hey, at least I have good ol' Rod :) "Be courageous and be brave, and in my heart you'll always stay....forever young!" Beautiful words sung by a beautiful man. This week is Friday the 13th..Yay! How to celebrate, you might ask? A beer and a old horror movie :) The simple things in life right? Trying to do life all by yourself is a very scary thought. A lot of people do it. I am not one of those people. I have always had someone there to hold my hand, guide me, give me suggestions and advice. Maybe it's time to grow some balls and do my own shit. These are the kind of thoughts that stream through your brain when its cloudy/rainy out and you don't have any cool people to hang out with yet....And you've been stuck in your own mind for months now and just waiting for life to start because you don't know where to begin in starting your life. We need friends and loved ones. It's too boring and difficult without them. I wish all mine were here with me now. I think I'm just having one of those crappy days. It happens a lot in Idaho. Despite Boise and it's faux hippieness, this place is totally lame.